Feb 29, 2008 - My Walk

Today, as walk up to the city, I really think about a few things.

This is a lovely city. I like this nice place, not too much but enough. I know that I was quite strugling last year to make myself happy to be here. And then, after I'm happy to be here, I decided to leave every single thing here.

I know that it's another big sacrifice from me. The one that asks me to be back there is my mum. But, I know that I could say yes because of someone else.

Yes, it's because of my darling, someone that I love. Without her, I believe that I don't want to be back there. I could say that it's one of the biggest bet in my life. I love this place, I like the situation. Even though, I don't know how long I could stand to be here.

I promise few things for her before she accepted me as her boyfriend. And I always hope that everything could become true. Even though, I know that she is not really sure about all of this. I know that from both side, we have a lot of pressure.

But, I believe that nothing is impossible. And I will fight, I will do my best to fulfill our wish, to show to everyone that we could stand up.

If, in the end, everything is messed up, I still will regard this as the way that I should lead to show her that love needs sacrifice, understanding, tolerance, etc.
Right now, I just want to feel about Melbourne. To take every single good thing. To fill my mind about good memory of Melbourne. Hope that everything will be as I plan before.

I love you, Dar.